Madness

There isn't much to say just a thought which plagues me so often ... not a recent phenomenon either.

Would it be madness if I want to just leave all the "wealth" all the "love" and all the "joy" to sit on the pavement of a street and watch life go by.

Would I be mad to think of just walking on forever , no belongings ..nothing to my name ..just me.

Would I label myself if oneday I do decide to take off and not return.

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What must it be like to create a world different each time... mosaics of the same images placed differently. Making life happy or sad with each shift in arrangement.

What must it be like to change the images, own them, to sell them ... to build, create and offer it to the world ... so it is explored, destroyed and cherished.

Is it the noise that woke me or was it the nightmare.

Sleeplessness is not the disease I fight…I fight the thoughts.

Thinking only built up the urgency contained in the initial trigger. Dizzying heights that do not answer any question.

The climb is resisted, for I view the easy way out. Yet the climb never breaks, as I wish to reach a point where it all ceases to matter …everything. Higher up higher up...just a little more.

I failed to realize that the power of the thought was lost long ago... lost in all the answers that I discovered...lost in all the alternatives, lost in all the easy ways out.

Standing uplifted I am not sure what I gained ….

Love in first sip!!

The pleasures of being a foodie never cease.

My latest discovery - Sake served in the most exotic "chokos".

After soo much of "Sake- Japanese Wine" "Sake-Hot or Cold" on Discovery Travel and Living it was about time I tried some.

With a subtle taste and clarity of water this fluid soothes and warms :). Served slightly chilled it is a very refreshing summery drink with a slight dry finish.

Cheers to new discoveries..cheers to Sake!!

About me

About me: I don't let my mouth say nothin' my head can't stand
About me: I rock
About me: Read my testimonials
About me :Happy and cheerful
About me: Responsible, independent.
About me: Singer,writer, cool and composed.

And I become your friend and you mine
For I longed for the peace of mind.
You seemed so sure
How was I to know
Your battles within

I estimated ..over and under
Took a step
Only to know
You are not as strong as I thought

About me!! you declare
I was fooled with those shiny eyes
Knowing u brought a smile
Until the mask .. just fell

I ain't what you see
Then how did i expect you to be
The strength wasnt false
But this weakness is also as true

Wrapped in happiness we all stand
Here's an about me!!
I ain't what you see.

Need I go anywhere else!

Always advocated that this is my country, my people.
This is where I belong ... belong the most.

Prying eyes shatter all that .... you don't have to be an outsider, a foreigner.. to feel the sense of not belonging.

Look across the road, does that couple really care?Does the rich man in his car look at you or anyone else for that matter. Are you not just a money source for the rickshaw guy.
You could cry a river and no one would bat an eyelid, roar with laughter and yet continue to see only tired eyes and broken bodies around.

Nobody draws anything from you, nobody gives you anything.

Its then .. that nothing comes to your mind, no home, no friends, no lover,no memories ... nothing .. it just takes a moment to realise what you were so strongly conditioned to believe against.

You realise that the depth of distance between you and me stretches to eternity.

You realise that you are alone ... alone against the millions of others like you.
Searching..