confused ramblings

so much of what u read in books is what u want in life ...but i guess thats wat books are for to give u an alternate life ...to imagine.... for maybe in reality all that never happens.

we wish for a certain things to be a certain way coz we always picturised it over and over again . success, wealth, hope despair love evrything should be a certain way.

it should be but is it??

a lot of maybe's fill life and we make choices hoping we are right.as i write this post i wish with all my heart that the choices i make today are all for the best, for i am confused like never before. and this time i dont want to take charge and make things to be a certain way for if it is right it will be the wy i wnt it to be on its own without my interference.